Ok so I had a bad night tonight.
the original plan was that after work
I go to see my friends new house. Un-
fortunately that is not how things went
down.... huh well she showed up at my
job and she was high.... we get out to
her car and her BF is high... none of this
of course surprises me. Well we got in the car
and we went to pick up our other friend.
well my friend kerrin and my friend sam i have both been friends with for a long ass time and i love them to death. we haven't always seen eye to eye but now they are all about drinking and smoking pot... like ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!... and i don't have an issue with that... but it's not something i'm not into now... my issue is that i break easy under pressure. I don't like to not fit in so i try my damnedest to fit in. If it means drinking or smoking then hell what ever... but when i do it... things don't end well.... huh So any way after we picked up Sam then there is talk about going to actually do a drug deal... and it's like no... i don't do well in that kind of shit... so we stopped at Stewarts b/c kerrin wanted ice cream b/c she had the munchies... and that is when i started feeling the pressure so i called my BF and we got into it... he wasn't happy i knew that was what was going to happen... but in the end i had him come get me... I knew if i went i wasn't going to have a good time and if i was going to go and i knew i was going to drink if i wasn't in a good mood things seriously wouldn't end well... at all.. ugh i don't even want to think about it... huh.... but yea... my night sucked and that is that...
the original plan was that after work
I go to see my friends new house. Un-
fortunately that is not how things went
down.... huh well she showed up at my
job and she was high.... we get out to
her car and her BF is high... none of this
of course surprises me. Well we got in the car
and we went to pick up our other friend.
well my friend kerrin and my friend sam i have both been friends with for a long ass time and i love them to death. we haven't always seen eye to eye but now they are all about drinking and smoking pot... like ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!... and i don't have an issue with that... but it's not something i'm not into now... my issue is that i break easy under pressure. I don't like to not fit in so i try my damnedest to fit in. If it means drinking or smoking then hell what ever... but when i do it... things don't end well.... huh So any way after we picked up Sam then there is talk about going to actually do a drug deal... and it's like no... i don't do well in that kind of shit... so we stopped at Stewarts b/c kerrin wanted ice cream b/c she had the munchies... and that is when i started feeling the pressure so i called my BF and we got into it... he wasn't happy i knew that was what was going to happen... but in the end i had him come get me... I knew if i went i wasn't going to have a good time and if i was going to go and i knew i was going to drink if i wasn't in a good mood things seriously wouldn't end well... at all.. ugh i don't even want to think about it... huh.... but yea... my night sucked and that is that...
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